blah blah blah, i’m feeling really down on love right now.
blah blah blah, it’s quite annoying.
i’m in love with a guy who doesn’t exist.
so i’m stuck on someone so close to me i don’t even know what we consider each other.
and he’s nice and sweet and everything i’d want.
except he’s always taken by someone,
and my friends are tired of him not seeing “how special i truely am”.
i hate it, i really do.
i feel like i’m fighting a war i can’t win.
i’d be able to just move on if i knew how he felt.
but i don’t. so i can’t.
and i feel like i’m stuck in the middle.
i don’t want to lose my friends over this. i don’t. but i feel like i am because i can’t let go. but you can’t even begin to understand. i’m tired of dating people i don’t have any interest in. i’m tired of feeling nothing. for the first time i’m feeling something, and i’m not willing to give that up because of uncertainty. i hope you’ll forgive me, i don’t complain anymore because i know you hate hearing it. but i’m not planning on giving up. not until i know the truth.
If you want to know the truth then say something.