September 2009
You park crooked
They played our song We hit the floor He held me strong And we danced the night away
I have auditions tomorrow. I am really nervous. Last year I made callbacks but I didn’t make the official cast. I did makeup and costumes. My goal is not to get a lead part, or even a big part, I just want to get a part with a legit name. I don’t wan’t to be girl #2. I am doing reflection...
I hate writer’s block. It’s stupid and ridiculous and if I could I would step on it. But I cannot. I have to wait it out and cry on the inside. I need to get with my writing helpers to get my ideas running. I had all of these ideas for like a month and now it is like my brain fell apart. I can barely write a sentence much less a page. I finally reached page twenty of The Gate...
It's SOMETHING, but it's NOTHING...
I have homework. But I have never really considered studying homework. I consider it ridiculous and a good root of my procrastination.
My day yesterday ran like this:
1. I slept in until eleven
2. I finished the Lightning Thief, not a bad ending. It is enough that I want read the next one. I am kinda on the fence.
3. I cleaned the kitchen.
4. Ate three ice cream cones.
5. I read...
~Update~
Sooooooooooooo….I found out that the boy that occupies my thoughts changes into his work uniform via the backseat of his car….hmm….
1) Devon, how do you know this?
Good question, I saw him in the parking lot with some friends at the place he worked and he pulled out his uniformed, disappeared for ten minutes in his car, and came back with a uniform.
2) Don’t you...
(201): I’m smoking weed out of a trumpet (908): I just did a slip and slide down the hall way of my apartment building (201): Tie
(541): my math teacher staples burger king applications to failed tests
(570): why did i make a hit list last night containing only McDonalds? (1-570): you tried to order a magarita mcflurry and when they said they didnt make those you tried to call...
What is happening?!
I like to think that MAYBE somewhere out there in the mass of insanity, good things can still happen to people who wait. A year and a half is a long time to wait if you ask me.
“Today I wore batman leggings under my jeans to school. I had to change for gym so all the girls saw my leggings and rolled their eyes or laughed jokingly. Then the new kid pulled off her jeans to show her superman leggings. Best friend? Yes. LML”
I love this SO MUCH.
