Then you look stupid in public looking around like:
where I genuinely missed someone. I used to be fairly close to a certain person and for whatever reason we drifted apart. I remember attempting to learn to drive but instead running over those fucking orange cones and them laughing at me while I tried to throw the car in reverse to shake it out but it was literally wedged into the undercarriage. Or when we would create someone’s life story on a whim as they passed by. Even laying on their bed listening to music while they gave me a play by play of what was happening in correlation to the song like they directed the music video.
Maybe I just miss those days.
Maybe I just let things drift away.
Maybe I should stop being an emotional girl.